The habit took up more of my day.
Cannabis started as something I did with friends in college. Once I began buying my own supply, it became something I could reach for whenever I wanted. I started using before class, after class, and sometimes instead of class. My grades and routine slipped, and I pulled away from things that mattered to me.
Working in finance during COVID made those boundaries harder to keep. Long hours at home made it easier to use earlier in the day. Over time, more of my plans began to revolve around access.

